Salam bulan poso... dah nak abes dah..

Semalam bukak puasa ngan family ukm... Prof wif his family, me n irfan, farah n her family, norie n his family and nawar wif her family as well... thanks to norie n his wife.. coz sudi masak (nasi beriyani i guess.. ) walaupon his wife (2nd from right) masih dalam pantang.. delivered on 1st ramadhan.. n congrats for your new born.. a boy... sweet n charming... heeee...

walau pon x ramai... tp sebabkan budak2 kecik neh... paling havoc irfan r... kecoh gak r lab tuh.. heee.. sorry guys...

n one more thing.. selesai jek... sy pon balik r umah teros... klang... nak jadikan citer.. kat tol setia alam.. kecoh jap... sebab suppose tol tu charge only rm2.20 tp die charge rm45.++... urmm... dak tol tu kate tu charge dari johor... erk... johor tu sekali je sy g.. tu pon mase member kawen.. tp mungkin ade kesilapan kt memane.. so keesokannye kene r wat report kat kaunter plus.. nway.. dah setel pon td... dorang akan masukkan jumlah yg dorang potong kat dlm akaun bank.. heee...

hurmm.. tadi hubby call.. dah cakap2 ngan die.. hubby pas kat irfan.. seronok giler die sembang.. siap gtau beli McD lagi.. bile aku cakap nak sket.. die kate.. "ibu, nanti ibu datang ye"..maksudnye die suh aku balik la tu.. makan sama2.. asek panggil ibu..ibu... adus tersentap hati aku ni.. tetibe rasa sedey giler.. dah bertakung dah airmata ni time tu.. padehal baru hari ke 2.. adusss.. bapak die suh putuskan line.. die lg rancak ajak berbual.. hurm.. rindu tol dengar celoteh die.. miss u baby...

sehari suntuk aku kat lab tu dok baca thesis (sesekali datang ngantuk giler tahap gaban..hehe) ngan sedikit briefing pasal FE.. rupanye byk lg mende aku kene baca dan paham dan pk.... dan bermacam dan lagi... hurmm.. suppose aku kene balik kol 9.. seram lak dok sorang2 kat situ.. tu pon kol 7 dah balik.. haha.. esok2 la.. baru first day stay sane.. nanti2 baru balik malam2.. lgpon aku x reti lg nak print kat sane.. takat baca je.. n kene siapkan buat proposal baru before 7 Jun ni... huh.. ape nak buat baru dpt bape percent je.. camno nak tulih... chaiyok.. chaiyok.. moga Allah permudahkan urusan ku.. ameen...

Till then..

after had a discussion wif Prof K tis mownink.. kompem la sudah.. tis monday bermula la journey hidupku di UKM... n Prof K ade bg a few bahan bacaan yang kene diabeskan sebelom ari selasa coz ari selasa ade lak briefing mende len lak.. so pas ni.. jadual sangat padat.. sentiasa terisi.. ni pon nama dah dimasukkan tuk conference yg Prof K organise (juz tolong2.. bukan present: Hotel Istana, KL.. 7-9 Jun 2010..)

a few books yg kene baca.. ade lg thesis yg x print lg..

basic.. tapi sgt byk mende kene tau... huhu

After tis, no more facebook.. huhu... maybe bukak pon weekend je.. tu pon mesti weekend kene gak buat sumtin 'bout research.. tak leh tinggal gak..hehe

Tempat tinggal pon dah tanye td.. Kolej Pendeta Zaaba (Kausar).. ok la rege die. per day.. tp maybe dok lama2 die bley kire bulan terus ke.. tu nanti bincang..

Esok or luse ade a few things nak amek kat opis pasum tuk di bawa ke UKM nun.. tp brg yg len2 tu masih ade.. amek yg nak bawak g sane jek.. coz sesekali dtg gak pasum tuh..

Tp hati masih bergolak... cane r nak tinggal anak lama2.. jadi weekend mother/wife.. hurm... byk mende yg perlu dikorbankan untuk nuntut ilmu ni ek.. hope segala ilmu yg ditimba ni.. mendapat rahmat dariNya..

Till then...

tengok kat title.. pesal lak ade part 1 ek.. haha.. saje je nak taruk.. kot2 pas ni ade part 2 etc..etc...

ni la setelah hampir setahun setengah dok mengerjakan model Dr A.. suddenly kene tukar sume.. sebab in engineering x valid ape yg aku buat.. then after meeting wif Prof K (specialist in Eng), ni suggestion die..

Fortran
Finite element
Adaptive mesh
Fatigue and fracture

but after 1 week: Prof K cadang:

"Saya cadangkan smaller version tetapi tidak termasuk fractal tetapi masukkan fuzzy stochastic. Senarai menjadi;
EXCEL VB
Finite element
Fuzzy stochastic
Fatigue and fracture"

and meeting wif Prof K will b held 2moro regarding tis new topic.. discussion on making new proposal for IPS.. and wat shud i do on tis new topic.. it seems dat i hv to c him everyday after tis.. huhu... very committed n helpful person i've ever seen.. may Allah bless him...

esok mau settle everything pasal tempat tinggal kat sane.. hurm.. sedey hati ku ini.. sobb..sobb...sobbbss... sedey nak tinggalkan anak.. xpenah pon tinggal anak lama2.. cane la nanti.. hopefully, hati ku akan tabah dek kerana master ku ini.. x dpt dengar hari2 die celoteh.. kerenah die.. etc..


till then...

Pas jumpa ngan Prof Kamal ari tu.. tetibe rasa down lagi.. sebab die kate cam banyak keje yang perlu dilakukan untuk dapatkan apa yang aku nak buat.. then apa yang aku buat selama ni x bape nak betul la caranye.. erm.. ni pon dah dekat 1 1/2 yr.. so another 1/2 yr to go.. sempat ke.. memang rase x sempat jek.. aduss.. paling2 lewat pon boleh add another a yr jek.. rasanyer la, kene clarify betul2 ngan BSM.. tu pon without scholar (lapor diri je walau x abes lg ujung taun nie..hv to finish within a yr), kalo x mampusss.. consider as fail.. mane la nak cekau duit byk2 tuk bayar balik.. huuwaaaa....

Ape ek nak tulih.. erm... tuk ari ni..

Kol 10am gerak dari umah g UKM.. wif hubby n Irfan.. smp sane beh kurang 11.10am cam tu r... my turn kol 12.. saje nak g awal since x penah g sane.. n tak tau tempat.. takut sesat.. n gez wat.. memang itu yang terjadi seh..

Bukan sesat nak ke UKM tu.. tapi tempat meeting.. smp sane sorang pon tak tau tempat tu kat mane.. yg kelako nye... dah betul dah tempat tu.. tp ade plak org ni kate tak de pon nama Prof Kamal kat situ.. hurm.. ulang alik smp berpeluh2 antara bangunan fakulti ngan cell centre tu..

Aku expect Prof Kamal tu tua orgnye.. tapi muda lagi.. muda2 dah dpt prof.. baguih nye..

Aku suppose to post baju renang.. tp lupa la pulak nak bwk sekali mase kuar.. so after meeting terus balik umah, amek baju renang tuk di pos.. then ingat nak tukar drive shaft sekali, alang2 hubby cuti.. tp x boleh since dah cukup kuota tuk ari ni.. so nak x nak kene gak wat ari isnin...

Pas pos barang.. terus g umah kakak.. hubby nak g urut.. ari tu dah ok.. ni demam balik..

X de ape pon yg menarik.. tp saje nak tulih kat blog nih... huhu...

So esok plan nak g umah mak mentua..

Till then...

Just got his email just now..



Tis coming friday.. uu... i feel so nervous.. and hurmmm.. i shud prepare at least one slide of ppt to show my progress report and bring any new journal that i find as literature review..(actually i dunno whether tis is relevant 4 me since tis email forwarded to all of his students - except for me.. not yet, may b for phd perhaps).. and d way i saw how he manage his students.. very systematic.. mayb coz he hs many students 2 supervise.. and plus secretary.. hehe...

Really hope dat he can help me.. insya Allah.. till then..